Monday, November 10, 2014 , 10:10 PM
My blog is almost dead and there seems to be no point blogging anymore because I am getting so lazy. I probably login once every few months...
I know nobody reads my blog so it doesn't really matter anyway.
So, being really random and emo at the same time, I decided to login and record some thoughts.
Tiger has flew to Thailand early morning today. I slept back and tried feeling ok but no, I was really emo. I was so emo I cried myself to sleep. Haven't been feeling ok ever since the graduation and job hunt started. I thought everything was gonna be ok but it wasn't and it did not turn out ok.
I had no one to talk to.
Literally, no one.
I feel so lonely, I feel like I only have myself. And, that was so true. I only had myself.
Tiger was always busy at work, I only see him for less than 2 hours a day on weekdays. We didn't have much time to talk about me, or to talk about me being emo. It was always him being really tired and I totally understand that. I wish he had more time to rest, so I tried to nag lesser.
What's worse? His irregular working hours and flying overseas anytime, any period really sucks. So counting down to the next 29 days, I am a lonely soul.
I miss you, and I really do. From the first day he went back to Paya Lebar camp, I have been missing him. What an irony, he sleeps beside me everyday yet I miss him everyday... Life of a military wife, not easy.
Well, no one to talk to, that's when the blog comes in handy.
Getting lazy again..
Very grumpy.
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