I don't know why but I've got the urge to start the post with my face, again. I miss doing blogging actually, but you see, I miss it, but I am too lazy to do it. HAHA. So anyways.. Sort of doing a closing/debrief for myself. I am feeling the stress because results will be released tomorrow. I AM SO AFRAID I TREMBLED. I can imagine waking up tomorrow and hurrying to on the com to check my results, and if.. (choy!), okay I will definitely do well.

I think for the past sem I worked extra hard. Harder than the previous sems and I would really really like to see my results improving. I still have one more sem to go and this is my chance to raise my gpa a little higher than now :< which forever seems imposible. Sigh. Maybe studying is really not my forte. I wonder why, I wonder how.. 

I learned that not all efforts will bring you good results.. I worked so hard. So I really wish my dreams can actually come true once. I think I did great this sem, paying attention in classes, finishes important and difficult portions of the projects by myself, staying in school to study almost everyday till 11pm, even on sundays. I really think I put in a lot of effort this semester. ARGH. LET ME DO WELL PLEASE. I am really dying on my result to improve.

I know marcom could have killed me :( but please don't, at least let me get a C although I wish for a D. Seriously.. this feeling now is killing me. DAMN.

On this coming Friday I would be leaving for France to see my Bee, so I really hope I can leave with a happy mood. 

Shall update tomorrow if my results turns out okay (hopefully better than expected)! RMIT, SUPRISE ME PLS. Don't shock me.