Wednesday, May 22, 2013 , 10:28 AM
I really wish I was born into a different family, a place where I feel belong, family members that I love and also loves me.
I really really wish in my next life, I would meet my ah ma in a different family...
Never have been so tired living, so tired that I find myself having bad thoughts. The mother now never feels like a mother to me. She's just someone who treats me like an outsider, someone who thinks money is more important, and very obviously, biasness against me and my second brother. The only good people in the family is herself and her elder son. The rest of us are just craps. She complains to her parents about us, her sister, everyone, telling them how horrible we are, talking bad about my dad. She's always a great actor.
The dad quarreled with me this morning, asking why I didn't talk to the mother. Does he even know that every single fucking morning, she gives me so many faces and scolds, and sometimes when I call her, she don't even answer. SO WHERE IS MY WRONG? TELL ME, WHERE? He said that now small matter jiu don't want to talk, next time when I don't need them liao I confirm will kick them away. AM I REALLY SUCH A PERSON TO HIM? After all these years, who is the one maintaining the house, cooking and house chores while they are away working? I just wish there is some appreciation, but no, never, not even once. The mother only knows how to scold, she doubts everything, even when I did sweep and mop, she would doubt it. She's never satisfied with anything single fucking thing I do.
24 years, I've never once feel the love from her.
Very grumpy.
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