Tuesday, June 19, 2012 , 11:25 AM
I always feel inferior.
That is one thing that I can never deny and that is also the reason why I always feel so insecure about certain things in life. We have all come across many things in life that we would always want to avoid but can't. Things just come whenever they want, or maybe they are destined to happen. I feel inferior and much inferior than the last time whenever things happens.
Perhaps why I am feeling inferior and the lack of confidence is because I am not as healthy as others. This fat body of mine has depleted all my confidence and I am left nothing but insecurity. I've never blamed anyone, or anything, or even this Thyroid problem. All I wish for is somebody to understand this deep inner pain that has been growing in my heart.
I've never wanted to show this to anyone, that weak side of me. I would rather people look at me as a happy and strong person. In fact, I am not. I am not good at pretending but I did my best to pretend I didn't care, that I am confident enough. The problem with me is, I have a stubborn character that even I can't fight with myself over this stubbornness.
Don't pity me because I definitely don't need any. I just need some understandings from whoever you are.
Spur me on. Get me going.
Very grumpy.
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