Wednesday, September 21, 2011 , 8:13 PM
So many things has been happening at home. Sometimes I really feel like breaking down.
Grandfather is admitted to the hospital. For just 3 days, the hospital bill has gone up to 11k. My brother was blamed by my uncle for sending my grandfather to the hospital.
Grandfather has lung infection and has to stay in ICU. Heard that his condition has no stabilized. My mum is very worried.
In the midst of these, the place where my dad cooks popiah ingredients has decided not to let us cook anymore because of the government's interference. My dad's mood has been very bad because of this and at the same time, my mum.
There are times I really wish they would just divorce. They were never happy with each other, and those who they really upsets are me and my brothers.
I don't know when did this started but staying home has been such a stressful thing to do. Really tired at home.
My health condition fluctuates. I really don't know what to do. Feels really alone carrying so many stresses on my shoulders.
Sometimes I just wanna let everything down, but I can't. I don't know what 's gonna happen... I'm so tired of things like that..
I don't know how long can I endure this. And nobody understands.
Do you know how it feels like to have so many unresolved matters in the heart?
Very grumpy.
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