Lots of thoughts flowed in....

I didn't sleep well, too many thoughts to handle throughout the night.

Am I not good enough?

What else have I not done?

Is my looks so horrible?

etc.

And suddenly, felt lost for why I had been doing so much things.

And why would someone not see/feel the things you have done for them.

And if you're me, will you be able to do the same thing?

With everything of me, I stay true and love with the whole of my heart.

With everything of me, I play my part, trying to play it well.

And with all the flaws I have, I improved in my other areas.

What else is still missing?

THOSE FLAWS THAT CAN BE SEEN.

Sigh.

I am never good enough.