从来不认错的我，今晚认错了。从来不认输的我，今晚认输了。

I have high ego, but my ego shattered tonight. I have tough shells, but I let them down tonight. I have never, never put a true self in front to take all the wrongs, I did it tonight.

I think I want a holiday alone.

I needed that. This slaps me so hard, I just want to escape from the reality.

I am not blaming anybody. I am not blaming you. I only have myself to blame. No matter what, I only have myself to blame.

I am willing to take up everything, I am willing to admit all the mistakes I did.

I am not ready but I will be.