Why must I plan already then accept things like 'sian, then I cannot do this do that because I am going with your plan'. Then why the fuck do you agree to go with my plan at first?

I seriously seriously have no idea what the fuck are you thinking.

Imagine, you planned already, SO FUCKING EXCITED ABOUT IT, then somebody just said something to just kill all your excitements and fuck the deal, everything is gone down to the drain. WHY MAKE EFFORT TO PLEASE SOMEBODY WHEN SOMEBODY DON'T FUCKING CARE? Am I a fucking joke or are you trying to make a joke out of me?

Worst, it's you.

Told you I make effort, to go all the way out to see all the things you like to see. I don't even fucking care about if my ankle is painful or not already. Where did all the appreciations gone to? Am I seriously a joke now?

I have my right to be pissed, to be not okay for whatever shits that is happening to me now.

I HAD A FUCKING ROUGH WEEK OKAY? I JUST WANNA UNWIND AND NOW I HAVE NOTHING OKAY?

CAN'T I EVEN BE PISSED NOW? WHY MUST I SWALLOW EVERYTHING DOWN?

I am starting to hate whatever that is going to happen in the future, it's just not going to be happy anymore.

I hate this rough period.

Doing activities with me is so fucking sian then don't do it with me. I have enough already. Seriously.

What's the fucking point of not leaving me alone? I AM ALREADY KILLED BY WHATEVER YOU SAID.

Are you happy now? Like really happy to see me in such a angst state?

Seriously, I wish we are more than this.