Everyone is celebrating Mothers Day today..

Yet I don't have a place to go. That sour feeling inside my heart makes me feel like crying. Feels so lonely when everyone has a place to go, knows what to do and have someone to do with them..

I am alone, inside this empty classroom, on this empty level.

I hate having to say this, that I am strong enough to face everything on my own. But I am not, my heart feels so weak now. The pains in me, is making me tear. Why can't I have a happy family like others? Why do I have to be alone? Why?

Because Im a fucking adopted child.

That fucking upset feeling is back inside me. It's killing me slowly..