So worried inside and trying so hard not to show it out. Do you know? I am trying so hard to stay strong, so that the family won't worry, the circle of close friends won't worry, enemies won't be too happy. Are these suppose to be some retribution?

I had never come across bad things that happened to me, this is the first time. I am always so lucky, is this time not gonna turn out good?

When I fall sick, then I realise how precious life is. How precious every moment, everyone, every little things in life is. Don't only regret after you lose it, learn from me, start treasuring them now.

Every now and then, look around, take a deep breath, smile.