I don't know, but I feel so secure with you around me.

He's my handsome boy! LOL.

We had our lunch at where he grew up,

they are just so delicious!

Simple meals before we rushed home and get things done.

This is 金猪脚, very delicious!

Once in awhile is fine, but not too much I guess?

Cause my boyfriend is so picky!

We had a very awesome afternoon at home,

then packed his bag,

off we left for Pasir Ris (:

Eh what! Chio ok!

zzz.

Act one also chio lor.

Bleah!

Had Superdog with baby ♥

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I left in a hurry, leaving tears all over and worriness in him.

I don't know, I feel so uncomfortable because suddenly,

I felt so litte of myself,

I felt so ugly and most of all, FAT.

I don't want to make him feel 丢脸, although I know he won't,

and anxiously wanting to show me around (:

I know, I really know. But I can't pass my own barriers, I just feel so out of place for that moment, with different people looking at me. I just wanna leave that place so much and I really did, leaving him there alone, waiting to book in ):

Every message he sent me after I left makes me tear ): Aww.

I love you and I am sure I will cross my own barriers :D