Tuesday, February 10, 2015 , 4:48 PM
Hello 2015 (as the title says)!
For this year, I hope I can do more, achieve more and be a little happier. More importantly, I wish Bee and I can have our house ready by end of year so that we can move in. I am quite excited for it.
Graduation happened last year and I started working since 3 months ago. Not easy but I am still hanging on.
Looking forward to having better days, lesser workloads, happier life.
Ciao!
Monday, November 10, 2014 , 10:10 PM
My blog is almost dead and there seems to be no point blogging anymore because I am getting so lazy. I probably login once every few months...
I know nobody reads my blog so it doesn't really matter anyway.
So, being really random and emo at the same time, I decided to login and record some thoughts.
Tiger has flew to Thailand early morning today. I slept back and tried feeling ok but no, I was really emo. I was so emo I cried myself to sleep. Haven't been feeling ok ever since the graduation and job hunt started. I thought everything was gonna be ok but it wasn't and it did not turn out ok.
I had no one to talk to.
Literally, no one.
I feel so lonely, I feel like I only have myself. And, that was so true. I only had myself.
Tiger was always busy at work, I only see him for less than 2 hours a day on weekdays. We didn't have much time to talk about me, or to talk about me being emo. It was always him being really tired and I totally understand that. I wish he had more time to rest, so I tried to nag lesser.
What's worse? His irregular working hours and flying overseas anytime, any period really sucks. So counting down to the next 29 days, I am a lonely soul.
I miss you, and I really do. From the first day he went back to Paya Lebar camp, I have been missing him. What an irony, he sleeps beside me everyday yet I miss him everyday... Life of a military wife, not easy.
Well, no one to talk to, that's when the blog comes in handy.
Getting lazy again..
Tuesday, October 28, 2014 , 2:27 PM
It's just weird.
I didn't have any problems receiving Nuffnang payments but for the last time, I have yet to receive their payment and I send them multiple emails, but there was no reply. It's been months.
What has happened to Nuffnang?
Wednesday, September 17, 2014 , 11:11 AM
There comes to a point in life, where you really don't know what to do, you don't know what's going to happen and if you made the right decisions to be where you are today.
Graduation... and then? I don't know.
Where should I go from here and what's going to happen ahead?
Wednesday, August 27, 2014 , 12:00 AM
I am proud to say I am now officially a graduate!
Although I did not grad with awesome results, I am still wearing my robe and motarboard like every other graduate. Results does not determine how I should live and how others should look at me, it's nothing but just number.
#ididit
Tuesday, July 1, 2014 , 10:20 AM
Oh the time waits for no man, it's already July. I remembered a blink ago, it was still CNY and bee was not back from France yet. Hahaha.
So I thought I would blog a little.
June was rather happening for me. Too many happened, so long story short, let the pictures do the talking.
Proud of my baby that he received his sword with best trainee plague.
My favourite photo of all time. HAHA.
The Bangkok trip was EXTREMELY FUN.
#bkk #bkk #bkk
LOL. Too much fun I would say.
Also, bought two cute turtles in June.
Featuring 青青 and 花花!
QQ is super energetic while HH loves to stay in water, that brings worries that his shell will become weak :/
Both are male despite their names being more feminine.
HAHAHA.
I guess, the worth-blogging-stuffs are about it!
So, see you soon my blog!
Monday, June 9, 2014 , 10:30 AM
Some emotions to note down.
The husband has been feeling down over the same thing for the past few years. I know I have to be blamed for it as well and I never did know that would hurt him so much. Seeing how envy and upset he gets whenever he finds that his life is so boring, it hurts me too.
Sometimes I really wish I could turn back time and change what had happened. I could have done it better. I could have given him the best of two worlds. Yet, I did not. I make him upset, for so long. I tried so hard to cheer him but he would just tell me that I will not understand...
Sigh..
But still, fight on! Will not give up in encouraging him!
Thursday, May 8, 2014 , 9:15 AM
My dear turtle friend told me that I should pen down my thoughts for this last exam period so that next time when I look back, I.. at least have something to look at? lol. That's very true, this is the last exam in school and probably I am never going back to school anymore.. So I better pen down my thoughts so that I really have something to look at next time. HEH.
Tomorrow is the last paper, and right now I am feeling super emo actually.
I will miss my friend in school that we spend almost everyday together from 8am till say averagely about 9pm everyday (sometimes including Sunday). I think I am super lucky to have met Ziyu. She's almost my part-time stand-in husband sometimes. I can talk to you about anything and everything under the sun without the feeling that she will judge me.. lol.
So yeah, for the past weeks we have been mugging super hard. It feels like a two minutes ago I was still laughing inside the canteen talking to her about how the exam it's super far away and now I am at the tail of the exam period. I don't know how am I suppose to feel but it feels kinda sad.
I am gonna miss school, weirdly, I AM GONNA MISS EXAMS TOO. This is abnormal. HAHAHA.
So last night we were studying in school till 10.30pm. And I was like "oh my! today is the last day we are studying together... T.T" and my tears just welled up. Ziyu was super afraid I was gonna say super emotional things but I controlled myself.
When we went back home we were texting and she said she was crying the other day on the bus after we end our mugging session. I actually felt super empty too..
I guess I just love my friend too much. I have been super reliant on her and she has never said no to me. We share gossips, laughters, tears, craps, bitchings, notes and food together for the past two years. Why time can just pass so fast and so cruelly?!
WELLY EMO NAW.
Saturday, May 3, 2014 , 8:46 AM
Hello May.
I am looking forward to end of exam so that I can finally relax..
It's so ironic because I also wish my exam could last longer so that my student life doesn't end so quickly :/
Meanwhile, let me work hard for the coming exam next week.
FIGHTING!
Ending off with a photo of my fav boy and I :D
Till then.
Sunday, April 20, 2014 , 7:37 PM
High chance that my poor GD has broken up with his girlfriend. He has been super gloomy on twitter.... :/
Very grumpy.
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